Honor [Part 2]..with a taste of glory

God placed the word glory on my heart for December's theme; and the more I started to stumble upon verses including it, I discovered that glory and honor were interchangeable at times. It was then, that I figured that He wanted to increase my understanding of honor. So this is honor//with a taste of glory:

Honor From God:

John 5:41-44

Seek honor from HIM, not each other.

Daniel 2

God chose to give Daniel special revelations because He knew he would obey.

Psalm 91:15

The Lord says, "He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him."

Matthew 15:1-9

I can just hear Jesus making this plea here: Please, please, please throw out rules and tradition if it is not ultimately honoring God! I don't care if you say you're doing the right thing or it looks like you're doing the right thing; get your hearts right with Him--it's one of the most honorable things you can do. Be real, be humble, be vulnerable, be relational, and be honest before God.

This next verse is about joy being restored.

It's beautiful. So, just read it and be encouraged.

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Jeremiah 30:19

"From them will come songs of thanksgiving and the sound of rejoicing. I will add to their numbers, and they will not be decreased; I will bring them honor..."

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Proverbs 18:2

Humility comes before honor.

Proverbs 3-4

(You can count on Proverbs to speak about wisdom, but look how it relates to honor...)

a) 3:9 honor Him with your wealth

b) 3:13-18 The man who finds wisdom and gains understanding yields long life, riches, and honor

c) 3:35 the wise inherit honor

d) 4:5-9 esteem wisdom and she will honor you

Psalm 55:22:

"Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you..."

Rest without anxiety. Run freely. Sleep calmly.

"...it honors God when we refuse to worry about something He has promised to do." -Chris Tiegreen

1 Corinthians 3:5-9

Honor God for making seeds grow-give him the credit.

1 Corinthians 6:20

New International Version: "...Therefore honor God with your body."

American Standard Version: "...glorify God therefore with your body.

Amplified Bible: "...So then, honor God and bring glory to him in your body."

I briefly read in a Complete Biblical Library New Testament this simple description of glory-"honor, radiant splendor." I think it's safe to say at this point, that the two words are interchangeable.

John 7:18 (again--honor and glory)

NIV copyright 1990: Work for the Father's honor.

NIV copyright 2011: Seek the glory of the Father.

2 Corinthians 3:18

"And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."

The radiant splendor of God's honor and glory reflects off of us. Let His glory surround you as you honor Him with your life. Let Him honor you as you glorify Him.

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Look ahead, see the lights, smile your way into the future.

Honor [Part 1]

November- God taught me a lot about honor:

"The principle of honor: ..accurately acknowledging who people are, will position us to give them what they deserve and to receive the gift of who they are in our lives." -Danny Silk, Culture of Honor

-My sister Rachel shared this with me about a week ago. honor other people and their gifts

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-An excerpt from a friend's sermon recently mentioned living a life of honor. live honorably

-Opening my Bible where I had last placed my sermon notes-it shows on the left--Heavenly Honor: "...My Father will honor the one who serves me." -John 12:26 service to God brings honor to you

-And now: "For the Lord delights in his people; he crowns the humble with salvation. Let the saints rejoice in this honor and sing for joy on their beds." Psalm 149:4-5 humble yourself and let Him honor you as you sing

-I started reading on page 114 of Authentic Beauty about this beautiful story of a gentleman caring for a woman's heart and pursuing her with gallant grace. "..and sometimes (he'd) send a beautifully scripted note that asked if I might grant him the honor of accompanying him to an upcoming ball." -Leslie Ludy

Grant him the honor? He's honored by me? Yes dear, He's honored by you

-Compare that human honor to the beauty of the church in Ephesians 5:25-27 "Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleansing her through the word, and to present her to himself as a radiant church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless." Since He has extended the invite, honor Him with the radiant presence He has created you with and cleansed you for

-I found some notes I took from last May at Hillsong: "Be confident. A prince will honor the king with great respect and fear. Don't be a poor man who always thinks he's a worm." You are a child of the greatest king ever-treat yourself like one. Shying away with shame is a disservice to you and the king-Being confident honors the King

-Recently, my dad attended his 20-year high school reunion. Among the many fun stories he came back with, it caught my attention when he mentioned everyone wanting to take a picture with him--he said he felt humbled and honored. I started thinking about it, and I imagine Jesus would feel the same way. I'm sure He would love to reminisce, take pictures, and laugh with you- honor Jesus by creating memories with Him

-More Hillsong notes I found when Darlene Zschech spoke at Creative Team Night: "When you're writing songs-use the lyrics to help build the church... songs are altars where we stopped and honored God. They'll be there for history." Writing songs is a way to honor God in a concrete, creative, abstract, spiritual, and physical manner all at the same time. WRITE MORE SONGS

Content not Complacent

Contentment is not boring.

It does not mean you're complacent.

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Contentment means you're willing to listen to God's calling. He's already unlocked the chains and the door to your prison cell, but you have to choose to get up off your butt and move forward with confidence. .

CONFIDENCE that comes from knowing once you step out of this cell [the cell that was once a nasty burden to bear and became, over time, a weird sense of mind-numbing comfort] that God will rebuild and restore joy and prosperity; and everything he has promised will fall over you. Walking out in the expectancy is the contentment I'm talking about. The lazy a**es that stay in the cells are the complacent ones.

Here, everything is laid before them, but they are not thinking clearly--they're blind. unwilling. uninspired.

Jeremiah 32:39-40

"I will give them singleness of heart and action, so that they will always fear me and that all will then go well for them and for their children after them. I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good to them, and I will inspire them to fear me, so that they will never turn away from me."

That's it! They have decided to ignore the Holy Spirit's inspiration and therefore, do not fear God enough to walk out of the prison cell even though they can "hear" their calling and "see" they've been set free (Spiritual deafness: Acts 7:51). God chooses us, but we have to choose him back. He wants to pour divine favor over us, but we have to be CONTENT with His control over us rather than our own comfort. Because right outside that building/prison/cell/construction of walls around you, etc. is where the sounds of joy and gladness can be heard (Jeremiah 33:6-11, especially:vv 9, 11).

God wants to restore YOUR fortune, YOUR joy; but you can't settle for anything other than Him. You're on the edge! Step over! Let Him rain on you--feel it on your skin.

Do you not hear the constant pelting of heavy rain on the roof of your building? That's God-trying to break through.

In Deuteronomy 32:2, Moses' song describes the image of his words- like rain: "Let my teaching fall like rain and my words descend like dew, like showers on new grass, like abundant rain on tender plants."

It's His teaching that you are ignoring! What are you thinking?? Get up and follow the sound!

Contentment is not complacency: it's confidence in His calling--enough to step outside your cell and let His rain drench your face, your hair, your clothes...It's letting Him take over. It's allowing the fear of Him and inspiration from Him to drive your heart and your actions. The Bible says He cleanses, forgives, and rebuilds; He provides, He wants you to enjoy ABUNDANT PEACE and security; and He will give you all the prosperity He has promised (Jeremiah 33:9).

Step out. Be confident. Be inspired. Be in awe. Be prosperous! Be content.

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Take a look at the beautiful night sky when you worship--don't EVER put that roof above you again. You've got to allow that rain to come in-to come down on you. It's a beautiful thing.. you don't want to miss it for the world.

Eager Expectation

THIS IS THE MONTH! The month of renewal, of blessings, new relationships, life change.. October 21, 2009 entry: "You have something special in store for me next Fall-September specifically..." I am all Yours; waiting in eager expectation. I LOVE YOU.

Today I was planning to go to Ross (even though I wasn't scheduled..ahhh-huge blessing) ..and quit! I've been feeling like it's the right time, that God is asking me to trust him in money issues. I had this long conversation with my mom yesterday about how keeping my once-a-week job at Ross was my way of proving I wasn't lazy and providing for my World Vision sponsorship: it was my fall-back. It was a challenge to stay strong every time that I'd go in to work, because I felt so heavy-there were a lot of spiritual wars going on; but each time I'd think about quitting, God would say, "not yet." After praying about it over and over, I finally feel at peace with not having an income. I need to completely trust that my sponsored child, Yassin-who lives in Malawi, would be taken care of financially; and little day-to-day expenses would be covered supernaturally.

WELL: I never made it in to quit today because a friend of mine needed some immediate help and it took priority over my plans; but yeah-for whatever reason, it is taking a lot of courage to do this (!) I mentioned in a conversation with another friend yesterday how I have this fear, that without a job, people will think I'm lazy. He just responded with, "people don't think you're lazy-you just eat, sleep, and breathe ministry-and don't get paid for it."

As I was babysitting and thinking of Ross, and other jobs that I could do/apply for..to have an income, I just came to the conclusion that they would only suck my time, are relatively meaningless to the grand scheme of life, and it wasn't worth it for me! I felt like Ace Ventura on When Nature Calls: he's sitting there meditating and gets offered a job for money and he responds, "...your earthly money holds no appeal to me." Of course, he ends up taking the gig for a substantial amount after being persuaded, but that's not the point. The point is, he found something of more importance and money didn't hold the same appeal as it once did.

God wants me to do student ministry and worship ministry..and that's what I'm doing! I'm not getting paid, but in turn-I don't have to pay to live at home, (it really is all relative..) and I am relying on Him for provision. Now, here's the funny news: in lieu of recent changes at church, the leadership team tonight decided to give a small amount per week to whoever organizes/leads worship..

AHHHH God, you're just laughing aren't you? :)You told me when I first started up Ross again at the end of February that it would be for about 6 months. Of course, I thought it was saving up money to visit Australia again..(which you never know-could still happen because You are over everything) but I'm already seeing your plans unfold and today is only the FIRST DAY of September! Many more ahead...

God, you're so good!

swirling dishes and positive things

Swirling Dishes...

[August 11, 2010]

I'm not sure how I feel right now. So many things are being tossed into the air-where they end up being in some anti-gravity swirl above my head.

And I'm just standing here catching glances of it, wondering when one of them will come back down or if I'm getting caught in it as well.

As I work through areas-every conversation, every cry, or journal writing of "lostness"-the areas of focus/subject of thought, etc.. slowly unstick themselves from my table. Even recently, (as in tonight, on the drive back from an outing) through exchanged words and personal thoughts, a couple more of my stable dishes started losing their hold. They began floating as a kite would-still tied to my table by a string, but the pull was too great and they too, were let go into my swirl atmosphere.

When will I be stable again?

How can I pull these things out of the air?

Can I even reach high enough to do that?

Will things come back down by themselves?

Are they gonna crash if they do?

please, God- be my stability-everything else is up in the air...

Positive Things...

[August 26, 2010]

I can't imagine being around dying-hurting people all night. Hmmm......

Ok, the reason I say that is because I was up all night-painting the..morning away :) And when I crashed in my bed, I thought of people like those on Grey's Anatomy: hospital employees who have long shifts-sometimes through the night-I simply wonder if they actually do love their job.

If that's the case, then I guess they really would just acclimate themselves to the schedule and adjust sleeping patterns, etc.

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That is exactly what I've done-I have gotten so much accomplished in the wee morning hours and I love it. I feel so spent by the end of it all, but there is nothing like a good sleep after an adrenaline-charged day/night of hard work (other than the fact that socially, it's a bit off, but..). Continuing with this example: I LOVE painting! Perhaps hospital employees and the like-love their job just as much and that's how they're able and why they want to keep on keepin on, yeah? Life doesn't need to be such a drudge!

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Somehow I have lost parts of myself along the way; but I want to be ME again-surround myself with positive things. =) God's been teaching me a lot about this lately. I am amazed at how many little unique traits, gifts, and skills ingrained in me, that I have dropped-thinking, "some day in the future, I'll have lots of time and a perfect place to start doing that again.."

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I'd encourage you to evaluate where you're at right now too. Do you love what you're doing? Or have you, for so long- pushed aside "for a future time," hobbies/activities/people in your life that make you smile? It's good and healthy to have some positive things surrounding you, so...get those paint brushes back out!

Beyond the Shore

A song came to my mind today and I think it's totally worth typing out into my July blog. Being out here in Washington-I've felt very Pocahontas-y because of the beauty of nature surrounding me everywhere...I always knew I could relate to Disney characters. I feel ya, Pocahontas--I smell what you're steppin in, I'm singin with the voices of the mountain!

In the 4th stanza of Just Around the Riverbend, it reads, "Why do all my dreams extend just around the riverbend?" Oh my gosh, those lyrics are gold--at least they are for me..right now. And in the 1st stanza: "To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing what's around the riverbend." Guhhh! Well, I don't want to be safe anymore!

I think these lyrics would reflect my writing for tonight (other than her life-altering decision to marry Kocoum, that is) so here they are:
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JUST AROUND THE RIVERBEND

by Alan Menken and Stephen Schwartz

What I love most about rivers is

You can't step in the same river twice

The water's always changing always flowing.

But people, I guess can't live like that

We all must pay a price. To be safe-

We lose our chance of ever knowing..

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What's around the riverbend,

Waiting just around the riverbend.

I look once more just around the riverbend

Beyond the shore-where the gulls fly free

Don't know what for

What I dream the day might send

Just around the riverbend for me
Coming for me

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I feel it there beyond those trees

Or right behind these waterfalls

Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming

For a handsome sturdy husband

Who builds handsome sturdy walls

And never dreams that something might be coming?

Just around the riverbend

Just around the riverbend

I look once more just around the riverbend

Beyond the shore-Somewhere past the sea

Don't know what for...

Why do all my dreams extend just around the riverbend?

Just around the riverbend.

Should I choose the smoothest curve

Steady as the beating drum?

Should I marry Kocoum?

Is all my dreaming at an end?

Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver

Just around the riverbend

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The question of why all my dreams extend around the riverbend is one I've been mulling over for awhile. I know that You ARE waiting for me-waiting to drop huge blessings in my boat. I also know that the other stuff in my boat isn't invisible, and You [being ever-so kind to prevent me from drowning] can see that there are things that need to be used, delivered, or tossed before anything else is added.

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Plus, I've got more river to row. This rowing experience-to learn, grow, and be strengthened before receiving certain dreams-come-true is a necessary aspect of life. It prepares us for what comes next. And what's next for me just around the riverbend? Beyond the shore perhaps? I don't know. HA. But there is something very exhilerating about that and I'm proper psyched! :D

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Watch Just Around the Riverbend http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4DE5a80I8EU&feature=related

Page 206

A peek into my journal from June 28, 2010
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Today has been weird for sure, since our youth camp-out was last night- we stayed up throughout the night and morning. I went to bed today at 9am and got up at 4:45pm--which is a perfect sleep in Australia (11pm-6:45am) haha. Wow, though..my emotions are taking a toll on me because I've been so reflective and nostalgic lately. Every little daily activity reminds me of something from someone somewhere at sometime in my life-and a lot of thoughts fill my mind about who I was at certain points of my life as well. ie: when I used to help lead our church youth group 3 years ago.

Yesterday just reminded me of who I was then; not that that's an awful thing-per se, but for goodness SAKE- I have changed and grown in the past 3 years, right!? I'm not the same person (and neither do I want to be the same) as I was when I had just turned 20. When I feel some of the similar feelings popping into my actions, I want to stop myself and JUST BE ME-live in the NOW [humph]. I feel like I have taken steps backward. I want so badly to move forward and fulfill God's calling on my life, but I keep envying the past! By looking behind all the time, I have lost the ability to be productive and effective here- now. I don't know what to do anymore.

Now it's 12:46am, we are leaving for Seattle in 4 hours, and I'm not packed..and not in the mood to plan! I am so frustrated with myself...And to top it all off-I have to run a few things to the book drop at the library sometime in these next few wee hours.
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[Then God gets ahold of my heart]

I started reading in "Having a Mary Heart in a Martha World." I was thinking- dangit! I've had this book for a month and haven't read more than a few pages here and there. But tonight God wanted me to read page 206 (this being a friend's hotel room number that I took note of yesterday). Page 206 happened to be the last page of the book.
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I just felt that was God's way of saying to me-- "Briana, for right now-this is all you need to read from this book. Don't fret about not having finished it, but recognize the couple treasures I've shown you and move forward from there."

To quote the last lines of that page--"So don't worry that you haven't arrived, my dear sister. Just don't give up on the process. Don't miss the journey. For it will be glorious! It will be worth it all." -Joanna Weaver

And just as fitting for the beginning of vacation-as well as in the grand scheme of my life- this quote that Weaver included at the very end of her book has truly become my prayer:

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A PRAYER FOR THE JOURNEY

"O Christ, do not give me tasks equal to my powers,

but give me powers equal to my tasks,

for I want to be stretched by things too great for me.

I want to grow through the greatness of my tasks,

but I shall need your help for the growing."

-E. Stanley Jones

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God, I know there's more ahead-greater things to look forward to. I won't give up- I just need your help.